She lives inside my eyelids... My eyes are the only ones that lay upon her... But only while I sleep is when she's in my arms and tells me all that good shit I wanna hear, And means it... I wonder when I can remove the word "dream" from the qoute "I'm thinkin bout my dream girl"... I want to look at other women and say "those are the kind of women I used to be with but the one I'm with now is the one I always wished of having" ... ,I used to be so unsatisfied everytime I saw another chick and I knew that wasnt good but that's why I let each of em go... I want to see sexy ass women and watch my dudes get all hype about em meanwhile I'm calm as fuck...(excuse my french) Cause they're no competition to mine... I want to watch her while she sleep, and listen to her breathing... I want her to rock the lace boyshorts with her buttcheeks poppin out just like i like em...in my favorite color... I want her to understand me since no one else does... I want to wonder how I swept her off her feet and why she even chose me... I wanna be the only guy she wants... I want her to be the one... I want her to be the reason I don't wanna kill anybody today... I want my family to approve of her... I want to call her beautiful...I've never called a girl beautiful. I never felt a girl truely was... I wanna be that dude that no other dude can compare to in her eyes... I want to love her flaws and see them as perfection... I haven't seen perfection in my ex's flaws and that's how I knew they weren't the one for me... I don't wanna feel that awkwardness when she tells me she's here for me... I wanna feel security... I want her to be a nasty as I am in bed and angelic and innocent as a virgin when not... I want her to be cute, sexy, and beautiful... Cause god knows its hard to be all 3... But this is only in my eyes... Not yours...I want her to make me sane again... I want to receive a phone call because she was desperate for my voice... I want her to be everything I want... I want her to be the reason why ever ex of mine was wrong when they said no ones perfect and ill never find the girl i want... perfection in my eyes is different from perfection to the world... I want to deserve you... I think I do.. BUT... How do I get this? For now she lives inside my eyelids.
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